Today feel very moody..actually i very easy to moody wan.Really wan to scold myself,why so care about people's comment,people just say something bad about me then i will very down whole day...
Many things i wan scold myself.First,always comment people this not good that not nice,but when people comment me and i cannot accept so useless.Second,everytime think like myself very cool,very smart,but actually is very stupid and ordinary.
Except that,i still very straight forward until step people's tail also donno...always think that i am the greatest wan...pui...you always think that you very extraordinary?always think that every people like you? o0o pls go slp and think carefully,wat you worth for people?go watch the mirror see who are you?don come out here to throw the face...
If you want to become a people.pls learn more and don gao gao...and don talk too much but do more...Why you are so xiao qi...Pls la,be more mature...ok?
Wednesday, January 19, 2011
Sunday, January 9, 2011
A year pass by...
Just listening new year song and got the new year feeling,that mean one year pass again.Living in this earth about 17years,wat have i do?have i contribute to anyone or to this world?
Are we live in this world just for ourself?i feel very useless cause i have do nth but just always do wrong,wasting the time in online,slacking,playing.But even i try study more and more to gain more knowledge but still not statifaction.
I know i am too greed and impatient,for my standard,atcually i do well but when compare to people i always use people standard to campare myself and finally i will very down.
This will happen because i no confident,thats why i always need to campare with people to gain affirmation from other people.But i donno how to gain the confident,i even doubt myself.
I hope can stable myself while the time and age pass by.And i try to hold my aim to contribute to this world so not waste my life in this turn of life.
Are we live in this world just for ourself?i feel very useless cause i have do nth but just always do wrong,wasting the time in online,slacking,playing.But even i try study more and more to gain more knowledge but still not statifaction.
I know i am too greed and impatient,for my standard,atcually i do well but when compare to people i always use people standard to campare myself and finally i will very down.
This will happen because i no confident,thats why i always need to campare with people to gain affirmation from other people.But i donno how to gain the confident,i even doubt myself.
I hope can stable myself while the time and age pass by.And i try to hold my aim to contribute to this world so not waste my life in this turn of life.
Monday, January 3, 2011
错觉？
那种感觉又在来了，可能是我一直以来都没有突破这一关，所以一直的重复着。每次刚开始时都对那人没有兴趣。但她好像故意要让我喜欢她，然后当我对她开始有感觉时不是发现她对我没有东西或是跟别人比较要好，难道这是我的错觉？所以每次我要就是放弃，要就是假装不在乎。我不明白为什么有些人可以那么乐观看待这些事，但我不能，我太不成熟了。可能人家对我没有感觉，只是我自作多情罢了，人家对我好一点就误会人家喜欢我。虽然我觉得我有一定的条件，但不是很多人喜欢我，因为我选择跟别人走不同的路，很难让人接受。我现在要做的东西就是不管是美还是不美，对我好还是不好，我都当她是我朋友，不然只会让我自寻烦恼。我觉得自己很自私，从头到尾只是我，我，我，从来没想过别人是怎样的感受，所以没有人会真正去听我说什么，需要检讨一下。。。
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